well well...


how would you start saying something, when the mere fact of thinking about is driving you in tears...


how sad..

how painful...

i can't help it...

im hurt...i don't want to pretend that everything's okay...

I'm done being the ever understanding girlfriend...

i feel like im starting to lose every inch of me, because of the relationship..
but then again, i allowed it..because i was happy about it...

but when the water reaches the rim...they tend to flow..

just like emotions...

but unlike water that's being poured in the glass...
i kept almost everything inside...now..emotions are stirred..it burst.. not that i can't stop it...but i let it go...

yet...after that..im still in pain...

now, what should i do..?

damn..